Still miss you baby, always will... would have been 16 1/2 weeks now :'(
I know that others have gone through much more than me - miss-carried later, had still born babies, lost baby's that were only a few hours old, lost baby's only a few weeks old, and lost children, husbands, siblings and more!
But that doesn't make me feel any better I'm still sad about the little one I was never able to meet. :'( It also doesn't mean that I shouldn't feel sad just because I got an 'easier' burden. It just means I lost a little one and I'm still sad about it.
I think I'm as 'over it' (for lack of a better term) as I will ever be, but I don't think I'll ever be not sad. I also don't think I'm taking it any harder than any other Mom out there, I'm just talking about it. :-)
On a happier note - post coming up tonight or tomorrow...Gingerbread cookie making! :-)
Oh sweetheart, I have no idea what you are going through as I have never lost a child (to my knowledge). I will remember you in prayer that you have the strength to get through it. I don't think it's silly at all, I think it's wonderful you're able to talk about it and I pray you have supportive friends and family to help you through it.
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It's good to talk about it. Because you will never forget what you went through. A Mother's love doesn't forget. The hurt will always be there, so you need to cope with the pain in order to go on and talking about it helps alot! Monday, Dec 20, marked 2 years since we lost our first baby. It was still a very difficult day remembering the events of 2 years ago. Hugs. Thinking of you.
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